f**k this

Yeah, I probably won't be updating Hey Pretty for a while. I just found out about something really unspeakably bad (which sort of indirectly affects my writing), and though I'm not 100% sure that it's true, it's just way too hard to even think about writing in that particular story right now.

It's possible that I'll write in it to make myself feel better, so I might update after all, but who knows? Oh well, only one or two people read this, but it's not my problem if hardly any of my readers know what's going on.

Also, the forum I go to for comfort suddenly doesn't work, and so I'm pretty much f**ked. I'll probably write something Gravitation-related because Shuichi's enough to cheer anyone up. Things may work out, but we'll just have to see.

Moonchild10, signing out.

more updates (as though anyone actually reads)

I've posted Hey Pretty on Adultfanfiction.net. It'll be the unedited version, without having to tone it down to be acceptable for ff.net. Their guidelines strangle me. I want to be free with my writing. But people know me there, I suppose that's as much as I can ask for. So anyway, I won't post the link here because I feel belligerent today. The link to my profile is a couple of entires down. Reach it there.

My trial of Paint Shop Pro X expired, so I'll be writing a bit more now since I can't really do fanart unless I get to use Photoshop on my dad's laptop (which is pretty much never). I hate doing traditional art because unless it's just pencil work, I suck at it. My Photoshop skills are starting to rock, because I'm just gangster like that :P

So yeah, Hey Pretty is on my to do list. I'll be working on it now. It's just harder to find motivation without James. I can't really get myself to write in it very well lately. I'm starting to see so many similiarities to my own life in it....changing, trying to stop fearing change, fear of losing my friends...it's all just starting to happen more than it used to. I usually write about what I know (i.e. I wrote about suicide in WTME), and this time I didn't have as much necessary personal experience, and so fate was like "Hey, let's conspire to make her life more like her writing!" XD Thank God I don't have a hopeless passion for anyone, or that would just be too much.

Well, I've rambled. Thoroughly. There's more I'd like to say, but it has nothing to do with my writing, and so this isn't the place for it. If you really care to read it, it is (for the most part) in my blog at my BBRae site, More Than Human (if you know me, you know the site. If not....sorry. I'm not in a linky mood). It involves a new TT fandom revival project.

School's out next Friday. I'll have more time for writing then. Yay! ^_^

Check back for more updates soon (and don't like and say you will, because I know you won't XD)

a hiatus of sorts

I doubt anyone reads this anymore. James doesn't really get online much anymore, and he's pretty much the only person I can imagine actually reading this.

For those of you who haven't noticed, I haven't updated Hey Pretty in quite a while. I haven't given up on it, but I'm taking a short break in it to work on some one-shots and fanart, and try my hand in the slash department a bit. So yes, I'll be updating the story soon enough. Just not right now.

I'm writing a one-shot for Loveless, still, and I'm starting a currently untitled Gravitation fanfic and possibly a Corpse Bride one called Butterfly Kisses. And possibly a short story based pn the novel "Dhampir". Other than that, it's all strictly TT-based.

I'm planning a KfxJ fanfic in the future, but my most current project besides Hey Pretty is a quick RobinxRed X fanfic called "Porcelain", which I'll be posting on deviantART soon. Probably not on ff.net, though, because I know that a ton of people would stop reading my stories if I posted a slash there. Look for it on DA, though.

That's all for now. I've been working on a lot of English projects again, so I haven't had much time for writing.

I miss James!